

As my little guy turns 4 months today, I'm in awe of how fast it goes. It doesn't seem long ago I was being rushed to the hospital to give birth. I remember driving out of the hospital parking lot saying, "what do we do now?". We had anticipated this for so long that it didn't seem real. We arrived at the hospital as a couple and we left as a family! The last 4 months have flown by and I enjoy every minute I have with Jakob. He is starting to prefer Mommy over Daddy when he's hungry or tired. He's definately aware of his surroundings. It gets harder and harder to leave him at this stage because I'm afraid I'll miss something! Chris will call me when I'm at the store or yell from the other room, "Did you know he could do this?", or "You should see what our son did!". Most of the time he gets the answer of "Yes, I know. He did that yesterday". Poor Chris. We celebrate even the little moments in Jakob's life. We feel so blessed to finally have a child. There is no greater reward than being a mom! I love you, Jakob Ryan and you hold a special place in my heart always!
